(JAL airplane with ARASHI poster on it.....if the plane crash survivors might say... I was sitting close to Matsumoto, That's why I survived hahaha!!!)
Those days I can't concentrate on anything. I try to do my workout but bearely do 1-2 days a week. I try to learn japanese like I used to do everyday but I can't set my mind to it. The only things I'm thinking about is Japan and my husband who is there waiting for me. I miss him. It's been 5 month since I saw him. I decided not to call him since I don't have a landline anymore and no international package on my cell phone. I follow his moves on his blog. Everyday is going to shopping center, interview, shrine or closest city for a ride. Since I go to shopping center only once a week or less, I think he might get bored in Québec with me. If he is willing to drive me around I will be happy to follow him. I don't really like to drive.
However, he will be at home in Québec. Not a room at someone's place but private home where you can do whatever you want. I think it will be different for him. I'm curious to see how he will react to a quite life in a quite french country. Here life is much more slower and calm than Japan or Dubai. Since I've been with him for not more than 3 weeks in total, I don't really know him. I choose him for his heart and body but I still have a lot more to discover. I wonder how everyday's life will be with him.
For now I'm counting days. My new family in japan is getting important for me. I also miss them. Okaasan was sad when I left last time. Otousan was also but more shy. I gave him a hug before I left. I know japanese don't like to be touch but... I said to myself that they will have to make an exeption for me. After all, I'm french and I love them. I am sure they will get use to it. Daisuke seems to be more like his father on the outside but inside he is sweet and soft like his mother. He's the perfect mix hahaha!!
Ahhhhhhhhh!!! I really can't concentrate!!!
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